Roses and Life are Forever Changing...

Sitting by the Bay...

Remembering another way...of life

The boys were still in my tender love and care...

Brian coming home through the door and to the chair...

So many memories ebb and flow...

A time when life seemed so nice and slow...

Yes, life does change, just as a beautiful rose...

Whenever I come here to this side of the Bay...

I remember all of those wonderful days...

I used to cry so, so much when I would come here...

Now, a slight tear, a tug of the heart, and feeling the memories so near...

The boys are grown men with lives of their own...

Brian, he lies, with his long ago laid, tombstone...

Here I am still here...well, yet ready to fly...

I go back to a place that is so full of love for me...so I say goodbye...

To this side of the Bay for now...

With hopes of, what I hope will be a new beginning...a new now...a new vow...

For my life...

I've lived so long in such sorrowful pain...

That I am ready to begin again...

A new story, chapter in my book of all my own...

Oh children of mine, you are always with me...

Yet, now mom needs to finally move on...to be free

From the pain of what used to be...

A rose begins as a bud...

It slowly opens each day...

Until, it is a fabulous, beautiful bloom...


In the heart, there begins a brand new room...

For an another piece of wonderful life...

For the leaving behind...the strife

Perhaps, new love...

Perhaps, things one could only hope to dream of...

The next page of a dove...

Peace and love to all of you wonderful readers of BeamtheLightbetheChange

It takes drive, strength, and dedication to begin anew...

Begin today. Declare out loud to the universe that you are willing to let go of struggle and eager to learn through joy. -Sarah Ban Breathnach



Do Not Wait until the conditions are perfect to begin. Beginning makes the conditions perfect
Alan Cohen

Musical Selection: "I believe I Can Fly" R. Kelly

I have used this song before...but I could really use it. I hope you can too

Love,
Maria Juarez Beam (Boheme)



R. Kelly - I Believe I Can Fly

Be not afraid I go before you always lyrics.

MAY THIS SONG GUIDE AND BLESS YOU. I LOVE IT, IT IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL...