George Michael - One More Try/Only When I Am Ready...

I recently discovered something about me...

I am not quite not ready to let love in again...

This is a healthy thing indeed...

As many of you know, my heart is broken...

I am doing my best to mend...

I share on this blog not only to get the pain spoken...

I share also, so that I may help at least one...

If only one person, my love and hope I send...

I had the opportunity to let love in...

I could have loved this man...

Yet, I realized, that in order for my heart to heal...

My own heart...I had to win...

I am not very happy inside right now...

So, how can love, that I give to another, become real...?

I cannot look for happiness, without...

It must come from, within...

I have to touch, and win my heart, with a seal...

A bond, that locks it to myself, always...

Then one day, I will be able to give it...away...

Love is our greatest teacher...

Love is our greatest joy and our greatest pain...

Love can, make the sun shine, into a perfectly rainy day...

It can also make, the darkest of skies, fade...

Each love that I have had...gave me a lesson...

My last love, gave me the, greatest...

He taught me that I must be, brave...

Brave, enough to go it alone...

That I can, for me...be the best...

My love for him...

His love for me...

Did not turn my heart into stone...

Rather, his love truly set me free...

Yes, he was my greatest teacher...

I shall forever be grateful to him...

I shall also forever miss this man...he...

He is ingrained upon my very soul...

I will no longer, go out on a, limb...

Just to be with someone...

So, that, I will not have to walk alone...

No, I shall hold my head high...

As I am walking and feeling the warmth of the sun...

Knowing, that my teacher taught me much...

That being with me is more than enough...

Become your own best friend and love...

Love always,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)