Titanic - My Heart Will Go On (Music Video)/Secrets of the Heart








For the past two evenings, I have watched the movie "Titanic." I hadn't watched it, in many years, but my heart had a need. A secret need...

When I first watched the film, I never really quite got it, "why people were so fascinated with the sinking of the Titanic". After watching it, these past two nights, I got it...

It really is an amazing story, and deeply tragic, as to what happened, that one night, in the wee early hours, April 16th, 1912...

It taught me several things. It taught me that no matter your status, rich or poor, in the end, the material truly does not mean anything...

It taught me, that bravery in death, is a strength, a treasure...so remember in your end, be brave, be strong...

It taught me, that I have many deep, deep secrets within my heart. As deep, as within the ocean, where the Titanic itself still lies today...





My heart´s secrets are even a mystery to me, but they are mine, and more of those secrets, came out, like the might of the ocean, these last two evenings...

A woman can learn so much, about her very own secrets, of her heart. Sometimes, we do not wish to know those secrets, but in someway or another, they will come out to your surface...to your shore...



In those hidden depths, of the heart, lie dreams, hopes, sadness, joys, and pains...desires, perhaps, even another woman we wish to be. Yet, each woman's hearts secrets are unique and her own...

So, dive into the deepest parts of your heart and discover those secrets, for in many, lie a hidden treasure of delight or of pain. It is a path to becoming more of the woman that you are and that you are meant to be...


Don't let the secrets frighten you, no, let them, allow them, to unfold in their time, to teach you your hidden depths, what lies at the bottom of your ocean of your heart...




The secrets of the heart shall set you free...




With great love from all of my heart´s secrets to your´s 

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)







Djamy Ross - PALESTINE (clip officiel) English subtitles - Palestine ...



One of the most powerful and haunting songs I have ever heard about Palestine. Djamy Ross, sings with such conviction and intensity, that one cannot, help but to be touched.

I send all of my heart, soul, love and prayers to Gaza during this horrible bombardment and destruction.

Peace always to Palestine,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam

Maher Zain - Palestine Will Be Free | ماهر زين - فلسطين سوف تتحرر | Offi...


FOR MY BELOVED PALESTINE AND THAT SHE SHALL BE SET FREE AND LIVE IN PEACE THAT WE ALL DESERVE...

MARIA JOAN JUAREZ HIDALGO BEAM (BOHEME)

Frank Sinatra "My Way" Subtitulado Español/Yes, I Have Lived My Life My Own Way











First, to note, I have been writing a series about war, but I am going to steer away temporarily. I find it necessary for my soul to do so right now. Another, Mother´s Day has passed, and still, no word, from my sons, so my heart needs, to take a break.

Now, I write, about my life and my way. This is a very powerful song, and when I hear it, it reminds me so much of my own life. I have always forged my OWN path. From, the beginning, as long as I can remember, I knew what I wanted and I set about accomplishing it.

I have had many, many critics along the way, but it never mattered to me. My life was mine and my choices were mine to make. Not, that I would never seek advice, but always in the end, all choices, of all my paths were mine. 

No, path was ever easy. Life, just isn't made that way. You must work hard, at what you wish to achieve, if it is to be worth it, in the end. Everything that I have set out to do, every dream that I chased, gave me great reward, always. I may not have been able to accomplish every dream that I desired, but I certainly gave it my all. And, just by doing that, I feel, in your own way, you do accomplish your dream.

I have lived a full and grand life. A life to be so very grateful for living. I have few regrets, mistakes, I have made a plenty. I have fallen, but I would get myself back up again. Plans may needed to have been changed, but a new road was taken. So, all in all, my life has been good and I am proud of what, in this life, I have accomplished.

Now, I may not be able to do, so many of the things, that I was before, but I have accepted this as part of my road to the finish. I have lived and lived fully. I have given all of me to my friends, my family, to those I have worked for and with, and to strangers in the streets. I put my heart into every endeavor, no matter, how simple.

I know, that when I depart this earth, I can say, that I lived my life, and I lived it my own way...



























Thank you as always, for allowing me to share my life with all of you. Bless and love to you all!!!

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam



























Maná - Vuela Libre Paloma



To my beautiful mama in heaven above. I love you mama and I miss you every single day of my life. You are forever with me in my heart and in my soul. You are a part of me and I am a part of you.

Thank you Mana for such a beautiful song for a mother who has passed.


My love to all whom that have lost their beautiful mothers,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam

Be not afraid I go before you always lyrics.

MAY THIS SONG GUIDE AND BLESS YOU. I LOVE IT, IT IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL...