NEVER STOP...
Keep going...you are ALIVE...
Many times we have obstacles...and some, so many more, than others...
Yet, KEEP YOUR HOPE ALIVE...
TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT YOU WISH...
There are times when very unexpected events hit you so very hard...
And, you may need to change your course...
Sometimes these events can even break your heart...
Cry, get angry...don't keep it in...
But also, KEEP GOING...
DON'T STOP...
Sometimes, these unexpected events can even empower you to do things that you may not have done otherwise...
YOU ARE STRONG...
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...KEEP GOING...
MAKE LIFE HAPPEN AND MAKE IT WHAT YOU HAVE DREAMED....EVEN WITH A BROKEN HEART...
MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE...
VENTURE...
BE BOLD...
DISCOVER YOUR PASSION...
FEAR NOT...
LIFE IS IN YOUR HANDS...
CHANGE THE WORLD...FOR ALL...
KEEP YOUR STRENGTH EVEN WHEN YOUR TEARS ARE FALLING...
YOU AND I...WE CAN MAKE THE DIFFERENCE...
THE WORLD IS IN NEED AND PERHAPS THAT IS WHY PAIN OCCURS TO USHER US TO ACT...
NOW IS THE TIME...TO CREATE THE WORLD THAT TRULY NEEDS TO BE...
OUR HEARTS CAN TRULY BRING IN LOVE...
I send all of my love to everyone of you who reads this simple writing...
Peace and love as always, Maria Juarez Beam (Boheme)
Musical Selection: Dulce Maria...No Pares (Don't Stop)
With English Subtitles...
https://youtu.be/jR-N6znZOio
A Nation Who Has Lost it's Soul...
Here it is in action...
I could not find a single image of the devastation this has created in Afghanistan...
I am probably about 24,000 feet in the air right now and my best friend told me of this insanity a bit before I boarded...
I AM AWESTRUCK, I AM DEVESTATED, I AM FILLED WITH HEART PAIN...
HOW CAN WE DO THIS!!!???
OH, IT'S ISIS RIGHT...!!!???
BULLSHIT!!!
We truly have become a soulless nation...
What do we want...???
Control of a graveyard???
As, I have stated in many of my posts, we know, and have the evidence that the United States created ISIS...
Just as we created the Taliban...
It was bad enough going to war against Afghanistan...
But this...this is the MOTHER OF ALL SOULLESSNESS...
A MILE RADIUS IN ALL DIRECTIONS...
WHAT IN THE HELL IS THIS INSANE PERSON WHO CALLS HIMSELF THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES DOING...
OH, OF COURSE, HE IS AT THE BECK AND CALL OF ALL WAR HAWKS...
THE PENTAGON...
THE DEMOCRATIC PARTY...
THE WEAPONS MANUFACTURES...
THE MILITARY CONTRACTORS...
THE CIA...
OH, THE LIST JUST GOES ON AND ON...
SO, FOLKS...WE HAVE REALLY GONE TOO FAR, AND NOT THAT WE HAVE NOT ALREADY, BUT THIS IS UNFATHOMABLE...
IF YOU LISTEN TO THE BULLSHIT AND BELIEVE IT...THEN YOU ARE JUST AS GUILTY AS THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT...
I want to add some more pictures of this bomb, but I am having trouble with the server...of course...
Hopefully, I will be able to post at least this until I can get on the ground and to a better signal...
Okay, back on solid ground so now I can finish this post. I shall basically end it with some pictures and of course, my musical selection to go with my writing...
PLEASE TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT THESE PHOTOS...CAN YOU IMAGINE???
WE CAN MAKE A BETTER WORLD...LET'S EXPLODE THE WORLD WITH LOVE, WITH SEEDS, WITH HUGS, WITH KINDNESS...
PEACE TO US ALL
MARIA JUAREZ BEAM (BOHEME)
MUSICAL SELECTION: PUT A LITTLE LOVE IN YOUR HEART
https://youtu.be/VNySTUKOlWU
With all the love from my heart to the world that is suffering from our carnage...Maria
I Have a Son and He is Beautiful...Part Two
My other beautiful boy...
I just look at that precious face and I melt...
And, how he is holding his papa so sweetly, brings me melancholy...
They loved each other so, so very much...
His papa is gone from this earth now, but this sweet child of mine...
He still carries on...
And, today he is 24 years old...
He left me when he was 18...six years ago now...
He must be quite the man...
All those days when he was young...
Oh, they were ever so marvelous...
Days on the beach...
Days hiking together...
Days, just be ever so silly...
All of those days laughing so much in the car...
I miss my beautiful son with all of my heart...
He was such a delight and how I was ever so blessed as a mother...
I cherish each and every moment we had together...
And, I pray with every ounce of my soul...that I will lay my eyes upon him soon...one day...
I mostly smile when I think of him, for it seemed, as if all of our moments were golden...
And, he has such a precious spirit...
Yet, there are the days when many tears do flow for missing him so, so much...
I only pray for him each and everyday...that he is safe and that he is happy...
My golden child...my dearest boy...
You are a gift to me and I love you ever so much...
Every moment...
You see, son, I carry you with me in a very special place...
I may not see you with my eyes or hold you with my arms...
But, you are tucked safely in that special place that I hold you...
Forever...Always...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL SON...
A mother is blessed the moment her child is conceived...
My blessings to all mothers and to all children...
I pray for peace for us all...
My love to all always, Maria Juarez Beam
“Have a little faith in your sons. This journey will be the making of them.”
― C.J. Milbrandt, On Your Marks: The Adventure Begins
― C.J. Milbrandt, On Your Marks: The Adventure Begins
https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/sons
Musical Selection: Safe in My Arms by Plumb
https://youtu.be/7jvEDmGweXo
Back to California...San Francisco Bay Area
For they are everywhere you go...
Oh, how I do miss stopping and adoring the moment to smell a rose...
I will be sure to get my fill when I get back to the land of my birth...
So for tonight I thought I would just write to all of you...I wanted to let you know I am going on this journey...only for eight days...but just in case I am so busy enjoying the delights of Northern California, I may not have time to write...
I may...but, I most likely will be quite busy...
Yet, I will be certain to take plenty of pictures of where I go...especially my most beloved "City by the Bay," San Francisco...
You know, we are quite active there with our "activism," and I hope to be a part for at least one event...
I am truly excited about going back...
I do love California...
Yet, Mexico has become my heart and my soul...
So, on a journey I shall go...
It is time for a journey...
And, going home is always a good journey...
So, I hope to be walking Ocean Beach in San Francisco...
Just being in the "vibe" of the City...
Oh, and of course, the ever famous and delightful, Golden Gate Park...
Sipping tea at the Japanese Tea Gardens...
I am really looking forward to seeing my best friend and my brother...
And, just being back in my California...
Stopping to smell all of the delightful roses that I can...
So before I leave, I send you this rose which is from the Central Valley of California (I hope to get there too!)
Enjoy each moment that passes, for that moment shall never pass again...
Until we meet again the most beautiful readers of beamthelightbethechange...
I send all of my love to all of you every moment...
Musical Selection: Journey--City by the Bay
How I Miss My Beautiful Sons...
So many years now have passed...
Soon the birthday of my youngest will be here...24!
Wow! Still so young, but oh, how he did he have to grow up so fast...
I think a mother can feel in her body the memories of when she carried her children and when the day of their birth is approaching...
I just cannot seem to stop crying...
Remembering him, them so much...
All the wonderful memories we shared together as a family...
The time when my husband died and how we pulled together to get through...
Oh, my sons I hope you know how much I love you...
How hard I tried to be the best mother for you...
Now, you are both so grown up and so far away from me...
And, too many years have passed since I have last seen you...
I know, that you are both doing, what you feel compelled to do for your lives...
But, how, oh how, I miss you so...
The military took you away...
I remember so very well the days that you both told me you were going to join after you finished school...
My heart was broken...but somehow I just knew that would be the path you would both choose...
With a father dying when you were both too young...
You needed men to guide you after you left my care...
It is so ironic, a mother who fights and who fought so hard for peace...
I went to every rally in San Francisco to march against going to war in Afghanistan and Iraq...long before you both would ever become a part of the United States Military...
I went for the world...I went for you...
It is not the fault of our soldiers that we have war...
It is our government...the lust for power, control...
I have it all, so much, in all of my postings so there is no need to carry on tonight...
I just wanted to write to you both and to the world...
How I miss my beautiful sons...
I do write about my sons, but not about their military service...but there is too much pain inside of me and I need to let the world know...
How a mother feels...when she has lost her sons to the military machine and she fights against it...
It is lonely...
It is tragic...
And, we loose all contact with our children because we choose peace...
So as the sun was setting with such beauty...I needed to pour out my pain...
My need to have my children in my life...
My desire for peace for all...
I dedicate this writing to my two beautiful sons and to all who suffer from war, and to all mother's who suffer because of war...
MAY WE HAVE PEACE...
As always, in great peace and love, Maria Juarez Beam (Boheme)
“There is no greater heaven than the heart of a loving mother
She takes care of you when you are still in her womb.She nurtures you after you are born.
She hurts when you fall,
She celebrates when you make your first steps.
She is the only person who genuinely cares about you.
She loves you as she loves herself.
Her heart your true paradise.
I love you mama.”
― Bangambiki Habyarimana, The Great Pearl of Wisdom
“There is no greater heaven then the heart of a loving mother”
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