All kinds of relationships, whether it be a love ship, a friendship, family, neighbors, or strangers passing, can affect us in many ways. As the song says, "I am only human on the inside." We can cry, feel forgotten, feel alone and it is so, so very easy to be kind. To be there for people who need you.
None of us, can do this life alone, but when you reach out and someone fails you and hurts you, one can be left feeling broken and really sad. My God, it truly is so very easy to be kind.
I cannot express this enough. Even, if you are unable to give the help or the love that another needs, there never is any need to be cruel if someone needs you. Give what you can, even if it is only kind words, words of support, words of guidance.
Love me, don't judge me, and please do not tell me what to do...just listen, be there for when someone is in need. People get so caught up within their own existence, that very often times, we leave out people who really just want a little bit of our time and our love. It is so easy to be kind.
Someone really stuck a knife into my heart today and I cried, for it really hurt. I just have a difficult time understanding why. There really is no need for unkindness.
I talked with the one person who is always there for me and she listened to my tears and my pain. That is all I needed. Ate my dinner and found a really good movie to watch called "Saving Grace." It is making me happy, laugh, and smile. This song, that I had never heard of played, and I really like it. It made so much sense for me tonight. So, I decided to share it with all of you and my feelings.
I hope it helps you somehow and in someway and always remember...
I just have to share this video with all of you, my most beloved readers...I have been pretty sad all day and I ran across this video of "Build Me Up Buttercup," by the Foundations.
Oh, what a great song this is. There, to me, was no better times and music than in the 60´s and the 70´s! It instantly cheered me up. Whoever created this video is brilliant!!! ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT! No, matter it is about jilted love, the video itself made me smile, smile, and smile! :) :) :)
For the past two evenings, I have watched the movie "Titanic." I hadn't watched it, in many years, but my heart had a need. A secret need...
When I first watched the film, I never really quite got it, "why people were so fascinated with the sinking of the Titanic". After watching it, these past two nights, I got it...
It really is an amazing story, and deeply tragic, as to what happened, that one night, in the wee early hours, April 16th, 1912...
It taught me several things. It taught me that no matter your status, rich or poor, in the end, the material truly does not mean anything...
It taught me, that bravery in death, is a strength, a treasure...so remember in your end, be brave, be strong...
It taught me, that I have many deep, deep secrets within my heart. As deep, as within the ocean, where the Titanic itself still lies today...
My heart´s secrets are even a mystery to me, but they are mine, and more of those secrets, came out, like the might of the ocean, these last two evenings...
A woman can learn so much, about her very own secrets, of her heart. Sometimes, we do not wish to know those secrets, but in someway or another, they will come out to your surface...to your shore...
In those hidden depths, of the heart, lie dreams, hopes, sadness, joys, and pains...desires, perhaps, even another woman we wish to be. Yet, each woman's hearts secrets are unique and her own...
So, dive into the deepest parts of your heart and discover those secrets, for in many, lie a hidden treasure of delight or of pain. It is a path to becoming more of the woman that you are and that you are meant to be...
Don't let the secrets frighten you, no, let them, allow them, to unfold in their time, to teach you your hidden depths, what lies at the bottom of your ocean of your heart...
The secrets of the heart shall set you free...
With great love from all of my heart´s secrets to your´s
One of the most powerful and haunting songs I have ever heard about Palestine. Djamy Ross, sings with such conviction and intensity, that one cannot, help but to be touched.
I send all of my heart, soul, love and prayers to Gaza during this horrible bombardment and destruction.
First, to note, I have been writing a series about war, but I am going to steer away temporarily. I find it necessary for my soul to do so right now. Another, Mother´s Day has passed, and still, no word, from my sons, so my heart needs, to take a break.
Now, I write, about my life and my way. This is a very powerful song, and when I hear it, it reminds me so much of my own life. I have always forged my OWN path. From, the beginning, as long as I can remember, I knew what I wanted and I set about accomplishing it.
I have had many, many critics along the way, but it never mattered to me. My life was mine and my choices were mine to make. Not, that I would never seek advice, but always in the end, all choices, of all my paths were mine.
No, path was ever easy. Life, just isn't made that way. You must work hard, at what you wish to achieve, if it is to be worth it, in the end. Everything that I have set out to do, every dream that I chased, gave me great reward, always. I may not have been able to accomplish every dream that I desired, but I certainly gave it my all. And, just by doing that, I feel, in your own way, you do accomplish your dream.
I have lived a full and grand life. A life to be so very grateful for living. I have few regrets, mistakes, I have made a plenty. I have fallen, but I would get myself back up again. Plans may needed to have been changed, but a new road was taken. So, all in all, my life has been good and I am proud of what, in this life, I have accomplished.
Now, I may not be able to do, so many of the things, that I was before, but I have accepted this as part of my road to the finish. I have lived and lived fully. I have given all of me to my friends, my family, to those I have worked for and with, and to strangers in the streets. I put my heart into every endeavor, no matter, how simple.
I know, that when I depart this earth, I can say, that I lived my life, and I lived it my own way...
Thank you as always, for allowing me to share my life with all of you. Bless and love to you all!!!
