Rob Thomas - Someday (Official Video)

SOMEDAY...."someday, we can figure all this out." Life will become beautiful for those with hearts full of love and who finally can figure out that love is all we need...that love is the answer and the solution...

We can put away the fear...

We can put away the anger...

We can only be filled with love for each other and for every nation...every person of all colors of all places in the world. There will be no walls and no borders for our hearts only honor love and freedom for all living beings...


Maria Joan Juarez Beam (Hidalgo)

Photograph - Ed Sheeran (Boyce Avenue feat. Bea Miller acoustic cover) o...

A most beautiful song, about beautiful, healing love...

You Are My Reason...

You are my reason, my love, that keeps me alive...

You are my reason, my love, that keeps me to survive...

My life is painful, to live with this, uncontrolled epilepsy...with Post Traumatic Brain Disorder...

There are many days, that I simply, no longer wish, to exist...

You are my reason, my love, that I continue to persist...

To keep staying alive...

To get out of my bed...and to get out of my head...

You are the reason, my love, that I remain on this earth...

And, that I will do all that I can, to have a brain rebirth...

I love you so, my love...

Our love is so strong...our hearts are bound...

I was made for you and you were made for me...

This I know to be certain...we were lost, but now, we are found...

You are my heart...

You are my soul...

You are my everything...

You are my reason, my love...

My beautiful man...

You are my reason...

And, every moment, I thank God... 

I thank the stars, from which we were born, the same star...

My beautiful man...

YOU ARE MY REASON...

In great love to all who read this...

Love is our greatest gift...

Love is the most precious jewel...

Love is powerful...

Love is transforming...

Love is so strong, true love is so strong, that it can heal...

Heal our pains and hurts...

Heal our bodies...

Love simply, heals...

Thank you for reading,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

Musical Selection: "Photograph" written by Ed Sheen

Boyce Avenue feat. Bea Miller Acoustic Cover

Enya The Memory of Trees - HD

The Magic of Trees and Babbling Brooks...

Being with, the trees, along, with the sound, of a babbling brook...

For me, is so intimately, majestic, and magical, for my being...

It is such a graceful, and blissful, place to be, when you are with the trees, and a babbling brook...

Whether it be day, or night, the unbelievable delight, that I receive is treasured within me...

It has been raining, a gentle rain, everyday...the kind of rain, that is so gentle, and that, is ever so sweet...

For me, being with the trees, and a babbling brook, at night, is the most special, and healing time for me...

Somehow, the evening light, the shadows and the smell of the trees, become ever so mysterious, the mystery of the soul and the heartbeat of life...

And the sound of the water, gently passing over the pebble stones, of the babbling brook...is music of the earth, and, of the heavens, as well, as the mystery of night singing it's song...

The feeling of tender magical faeries dancing through the soft light of the darkness...

I find myself, in a Cathedral, one not out of stone, by the hands of humans, a Cathedral of what is the trueness of a Cathedral...one of the greatest of majesty and galore...

In its this presence, everything is soft, and everything is sacred...

The memory and the wisdom of the trees...

and, the remembrance, of change, that exists in life, of  the sweetly flowing babbling brook...

A special, and a very personal gift, is given to me...

When I am with "The magic of Trees and Babbling Brooks...

Always yours in truth, love and in nature,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

Musical Selection: Enya, "The Memory of Trees"

Aerosmith - Jaded

Jaded...

A state of disillusionment and sadness. You see through everything and have no illusions about what is true. So many negative things have happened that it becomes difficult to stay positive about what once gave you hope and joy. Sometimes you might think there's hope, but then more negative things happen in the aspect you are jaded in, and you become more jaded. This can be felt in many different aspects: Love, friendship, politics, trust, music, objects, etc.

Actions, people, places and things can all leave you jaded

.https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Jaded

I am usually, a contemporary Spanish music lover, and, a soul, and R&B music lover...but, I have branched out, back to 90's alternative, and early 2000 music. I love the song, "Jaded, by Aerosmith, and so I decided to listen, and watch the video on you tube.

I never really, could understand the meaning, of jaded, and I never even knew of the word, until an ex-boyfriend, said, that it is hard for him to love, for he is "jaded."

After listening to the song, I decided to look up it's meaning, after seeing the video. I came upon, the aforementioned definition, by Urban Dictionary, and ah ha...the light bulb came on...I never realized that I had become jaded.

I won't go into all of the details that have led me to a life of being jaded, but as the meaning states..."So many negative things have happened that it becomes difficult to stay positive about what once gave you hope and joy. Sometimes you might think there's hope, but then more negative things happen in the aspect you are jaded in, and you become more jaded. This can be felt in many different aspects: Love, friendship, politics, trust, music, objects, etc."

https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Jaded

I have always thought myself, as a positive person. Yet, over the course, of 20+ years, without knowing, I had become, jaded about life (love, friendship, trust, loss, the state and the pain of the world, just to name a few)  in general...too much had happened, that was so painful, that the joy, and the positivity, that I once felt,...were fading away.

The day before I listened, to the song, "Jaded," and looked for the definition, I had gone for a walk, to one of the most healing places for me, here in Norway...woods and sea...

I go here as often as I can, when I am blessed to be in Norway,...I sit in a special place, to soak this beauty, into my heart and into my soul.

That day, had brought me to tears, and realizing, how much sadness there was inside of me...how much pain...how much despair...

I was gazing out at the sea, sitting with the trees, that were sweetly blowing their leaves, hearing the chirps of happy birds...and then all of the sudden there was pure...silence...pure silence

Do we ever have this opportunity to be in pure silence?...would we notice, even if we were, in silence. That day, I did. And do you know, silence speaks, the loudest, and the wisest words, than any other thing in this world.

Before the silence, the trees were talking to me gently, with there leaves, with their, luxurious smell, and the grandeur of their beauty...and, this, is what....brought me to the tears,

...for they were speaking to me, about, what I truly, had been feeling, inside of myself, for so long, and, bringing this to my consciousness....where before, it was not...

When the silence, and the stillness of the trees came, the tears, became tears of healing, tears that needed to be released, from my jaded heart, and from my breaking soul...

The shear miracle of nature, and the pure silence, had awaked me, and is now, putting me, onto a journey of deep healing...

The light that had darkened, 

...began to shine once again within me 

The little girl inside of me...began smiling once again...

The jadedness was fading away...

I write this, to share with all of you, my experience, with the hope...that if may have become jaded...and, had or, have not realized, that you too...will listen to the silence...and heal...

With all my love to all,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

Musical Selection: "Jaded," by Areosmith