Maná - Vuela Libre Paloma



To my beautiful mama in heaven above. I love you mama and I miss you every single day of my life. You are forever with me in my heart and in my soul. You are a part of me and I am a part of you.

Thank you Mana for such a beautiful song for a mother who has passed.


My love to all whom that have lost their beautiful mothers,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam

2Pac - Ghetto Gospel (Official Music Video)










Thank you Tupac Shakur for your music and your words during your short time on this planet...

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)


















Bastille - World Gone Mad (from Bright: The Album) [Official Video]/"So Where Do WE Go From Here..."



"So, where do we go from here..."

In a world gone mad...







I know that I have been writing a series on war, but I will deter for today, although in a way, this does relate to war, but a war that people do not think as war...

The war on humanity itself...

This is an interesting song...

I think of what I am going to write about, and think of a title, before I write...

I put in the search box, the title in my mind, and look for a song to go with my writing...

I always come upon some amazing songs, and songs, I would have never know of before...

I just had a very long conversation with my best friend in Norway...

We help uplift one another and we share the same sentiments on what is happening in today's world...

I have been feeling very cynical about our globe today and what has been happening since the so-called Corona Virus crisis began...

I say "so called", because I am very cynical, of what is happening to the world, since it has been declared a pandemic...

It is maddening in my mind...

What is shown in this video, was happening, well before this pandemic ever began...

War in the streets and ghettos...a war against the poor and those of color...

Nobody cared...there was no thought, to how much violence and poverty, was happening world wide, and in the United States, the numbers are astounding...!

But who gave a thought...?

Now with this virus, people in panic, lockdown, masks, social distancing, vaccinations, etc, etc...

People were dying in the hundreds of thousands due to poverty and racism...NOW THAT IS A PANDEMIC...

But who cared...and do you care today...?

One person, and a man, who is going to even make millions more (on the vaccinations), Bill Gates alone, could end poverty WORLD WIDE, just with his own personal fortune...

It is criminal, it is beyond inhumane, that one person, makes so much money...

What do you think is behind the vaccinations...?

Your welfare...?

YOUR MONEY...!!!

Vaccines are big business baby...

Curing poverty does not bring bang for your buck...

Only the feeding of the drugs, that come from Colombia and Mexico, filtered in by your friendly neighborhood CI OF A...(Central Intelligence Service)

That is where the bang is, in the buck...!

Yes, I am angry about this...

I know that there are many good in this world, but the many good are also suffering...

Where is their hope and their air to breath...?

WE are being strangled by the "POWERS THAT BE..."

I think, that the Devil himself, is frightened of those, who are in control...

Evil, does not even begin to describe, what goes on behind closed doors and clandestine meetings of the G-4, G-8, NATO, IMF (Inter Monetary Fund), the World Bank, just to name a few...

There was a time, when people protested by the thousands, when these groups gathered, and they were able to put an early end to these gatherings...

But now, they are so, so clandestine...there are no more cries of protest...

I have stated before and I will state again, I will not allow myself to live in fear of a virus...

I care more, for the welfare of those who suffer, and have been suffering, for decades upon decades, and nothing changes...

Poverty, despair, hopelessness, violence due to poverty, death due to poverty, unsanitary living conditions world wide...this fears me...

If I am sounding cynical, well, truth be told, I am right now...

We have got to put the focus on humanity and not just fighting a virus...

By giving every single living person on the planet...

The opportunity of a wondrous life...

How Many U.S. Deaths are Caused by Poverty, Lack of Education, and Other Social Factors?


"The investigators found that approximately 245,000 deaths in the United States in the year 2000 were attributable to low levels of education, 176,000 to racial segregation, 162,000 to low social support, 133,000 to individual-level poverty, 119,000 to income inequality, and 39,000 to area-level poverty. 
Overall, 4.5% of U.S. deaths were found to be attributable to poverty—midway between previous estimates of 6% and 2.3%. However the risks associated with both poverty and low education were higher for individuals aged 25 to 64 than for those 65 or older.

“Social causes can be linked to death as readily as can pathophysiological and behavioral causes,” points out Dr. Galea, who is also Gelman Professor of Epidemiology.  For example, the number of deaths the researchers calculated as attributable to low education (245,000) is comparable to the number caused by heart attacks (192,898), which was the leading cause of U.S. deaths in 2000. The number of deaths attributable to racial segregation (176,000) is comparable to the number from cerebrovascular disease (167,661), the third leading cause of death in 2000, and the number attributable to low social support (162,000) compares to deaths from lung cancer (155,521).

" https://www.publichealth.columbia.edu/public-health-now/news/how-many-us-deaths-are-caused-poverty-lack-education-and-other-social-factors

"Poverty Kills More People Every Year Than Either of the Top Killers -- Heart Disease or Cancer"

"Deaths of all causes surpassed 2.5 million in 2011, the most recent period for which some statistics are available. That means more than 874,000 people died from poverty related issues in that year (Columbia University). That same year just fewer than 598,000 deaths were attributed to all types of heart disease. Cancer deaths for 2011 came to fewer than 575,000. Clearly poverty kills more than either of these top killers (cancer and heart disease)."

https://soapboxie.com/social-issues/Poverty-Kills-More-People-than-either-cancer-or-heart-disease

Almost half the world — over three billion people — live on less than $2.50 a day.

"At least 80% of humanity lives on less than $10 a day."
Source 

Metallica - The Day That Never Comes (Official Music Video) Military Mom


Military Mom

This song I chose is very intense...

Yet, it is the day that...

Every military mom...

Never hopes for...

It was hard enough saying goodbye when they left...

But, I always thought, I will see them soon...

Soon, still has yet to come...

I can only imagine them in my mind and in my heart...

Not, enough, is written about the military mother...

I think she is like a forgotten soldier...

She raised those boys that are out their fighting...

That are killing and dying...

The military just rips them from your womb...

Especially, if you are a mother opposed to war...

You remember, what is behind a soldier...

There is a mother behind everyone...

The military mom...

Who lives in her silent pain...

And she lives with no gain...

I am proud of my boys...

And, I love them more than they will ever know...

I only hope that I will hold them once again...

I will never forget the days...

Two separate times...

When I was told that my sons were being deployed...

It was as if a bomb exploded within my heart...

I dropped to the ground each time...

Crying and desperate...helpless...

This is what the military mom lives with...




We are behind the scenes...

But, never, never forgetting our children...

Fighting so far away...

My babies are grown and they are their own men...

But, for me, they are always my little ones...

Each night a candle I light...

And, a light I put in the window for their return...

This military mom, prays with her whole heart...

To keep them safe, warm, loved, and protected...

Every single step they take...

And every breath they make...



Bless you all for reading. I am so grateful.

Sending love to you all,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)









Foo Fighters - Waiting On A War (Official Video) Frozen in Time

Frozen in Time

It seems that all little boys...

Play with their toy guns...

Whether it is store bought...


Or a stick, that for them, is just as fun...

Oh, how I wish I could have kept so many moments...

Frozen in time...

They played their war games...

All in fun with their friends...

You never know, if it will be, your son...

That will decide, to become, a soldier boy...

So many precious moments...

Still in my mind...

Oh, now, how I wish, they were frozen in time...

When they were so young and full of laughter...

I never dreamed...

What would come after...

So, hold onto your children, if they are still young...

Hold on, so tightly, to the miracle that have...

For, we never know, what the future holds...

And, we will look back...

Wanting those dearest moments...

Frozen in time...



With great peace and love to all parents, especially mothers,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)









Bring Me The Horizon - Drone Bomb Me // Sub Español









For my Spanish speaking audience.

Para mi audiencia de habla español. Muchas gracias...

Con paz y amor,

Maria

ANOHNI - Drone Bomb Me









War: Afghanistan War
The message: “It’s a love song from the perspective of a girl in Afghanistan, say a nine-year-old girl, whose family’s been killed by a drone bomb,” Anohni told Annie Mac. “She is kind of looking up at the sky and she’s gotten herself to a place where she just wants to be killed by a drone bomb too.”
https://www.nme.com/blogs/nme-blogs/plea-peace-30-songs-war-2397110

TRAGEDIES OF WAR! We are all a part...

don´t hide your head away and think that you are not...

We are the culprits and we shall pay the price...

We cannot live with blood spilled upon our hands...

When we allow the wheels of war to spin upon their own device...

How can we sleep at night allowing such destruction and pain...

Last night I had a dream that I was fighting in a war...

The weight and horror of it was falling as the rain...

I told my commander...I cannot do this, I must leave...

He said that there was a way out...

For it is your soul that you must retrieve...

In my shock and amazement at what he said...

As all around me...

lay the dead...

I did what I had to do to walk away...

I had to face myself...face my soul...

I had to get down upon my knees to beg and pray...

To give me the courage to become whole...

And, walk away from war...

With great peace and love,

Maria Joan Juarez Beam


Ps. The reason that Anohni uses the phrase, "choose me tonight," from the perspective of this very young girl in Afghanistan, is because, everyday, every single day of the presidency of Barack Obama, he received a list upon his desk in the Oval Office. It was called the "death list," and he would decide who would live and who would die that day or night. The countries targeted on the list were, Afghanistan , Iraq, Yemen, Pakistan, Syria, Somalia, and Libya. A very dark statement to his legacy.

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/middle-east/peace-president-how-obama-came-bomb-seven-countries-six-years-9753131.html



Be not afraid I go before you always lyrics.

MAY THIS SONG GUIDE AND BLESS YOU. I LOVE IT, IT IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL...