BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL BOYS...

Oh, my beautiful boys...

Well, they are no longer boys, but to a mother her son/s will always be her boys...

Yes, I see them as grown adult, fine, young men, but how I miss & yearn for those days past when they needed me so.

I shall write few words tonight and I shall allow the pictures tell the story. We had so many precious days when they were young and so many happy memories. We are quite fortunate. 

My baby was only ten when he lost his dad and I know it is hitting him especially hard right now just being 19 years old. I know he wants to share so much with his father and he is the tenderest of souls. 

Without further ado...here are my beautiful boys....

My Oldest:




















My youngest:

P.S. We lived in San Mateo at this time & we were very big sports fans...The boys enjoyed many a game, baseball, football, hockey, soccer...













The boys Together...They love each other so & I must say that my oldest became an amazing and stellar role model for my youngest after my husband passed away. To this day my boys are so very close...








Here they are today. Although it has been far too long since I have since these boys of mine, I at least have these pictures & the pictures of my beautiful sons that always remain within my heart...


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Here they are, my fine young sons. My beautiful sons. I wanted to share these few memories & photos with you & I thank you greatly for allowing me to do so. This helps me to heal my heartbreak of them being so far away & that they are no longer under my love & care. It truly is difficult for a mother to let her children go, but this is what our job is ultimately...to let them go to become who they are meant to be.

Love your children so well, for the time, truly does quickly go by.

I honor all mothers around the globe for our job is not an easy one. I honor our children. I honor all fathers as well, for you are a huge part of your children's lives and have a tremendous impact upon their lives. My sons sadly lost a great father far too early, but all is in God's Hands & timing.

Let us always love our beautiful children well...

With all my love from heart & soul, Maria
Maria Juarez Beam

Children are great imitators. So give them something great to imitate." Anonymous

Henry Ward Beecher, reverend and social activist
Quotes courtesy of Compassion.com

Musical Selection: John Lennon "Beautiful Boy"

Please enjoy...and enjoy your boy/s no matter what age...
All my love, Maria
In my next post I will honor their father,for he needs to be honored...Thank you.
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A Simple Poem on Life...

Life is given to us as a gift...

It is not for us to abuse...

Everyday we have a choice...

A choice to make life as beautiful as we can...

For ourselves, and mainly, at least in my heart, for others...

There are so many who are suffering in our world today...

I feel that we must reflect...

We must reflect and we must do within our realms...

To do all possible to help alleviate this suffering...

To bring goodness...

To share love & kindness...

Straight from our hearts...

Regardless if we have little in wealth or greatness in weath...

I believe, our true wealth lies in the abundance of our love for each fellow being...

If you have it pretty good, please I ask of you, to always remember those in need & to share...

To those who are struggling and suffering...

Please know that you are never forgotten...

For you are forever remembered...

You are truly the blessed ones...

Who bestow your nakedness of life to us all...

You are loved...








 
 
I send and give my love to all of you each and everyday. Paz y amor, Maria Juarez Beam POR SIEMPRE! :)
 
Musical Selection:
 
The Beatles: "All You Need is Love"
 
 
ENJOY & LOVE...LOVE...LOVE! Maria





The Art of Being...

Being simply being...

Being rather than doing...

Seems to be quite a difficult occurrence for many a human here in the United States...

We are a people of doing...doing...doing...

Always on the move and having something to do...

I know, I was there myself...

The list was endless...

And the energy sometimes high and sometimes low...

Yet, now, I am learning more the art of simply being...

I truly have little choice...

It was a lesson that I needed to learn even further...

Despite all the healing I have done...

With this broken leg there are times that I just simply must be content with being...

 
 This is a great art indeed...
 
And I am learning of its great import...
 
Eastern philosophy emphasizes greatly this art...
 
Yet, we in the west...
 
Well, sometimes we think we know what is best...
 
There are times that all we can do is simply surrender to the contentment of being a human being...
 
Without doing, without thinking, simply living...
 
I have discovered with this injury that this is a great lesson to learn...
 
Our existence here on this earth is not measured upon how much we do each and everyday...
 
It is measured in how content we can be within our own bodies as a living being...
 
A breathing soul, a beating heart...
 




 
I can send out love as I lie here in my healing state and send out love to all of the world...
 
And I have come to learn that that love will reach someone somewhere and somehow...



By simply being...
This is all we truly need to be...
 
 
Of course there is always the necessity of action, right action, right thought, & right living...to benefit all of humanity...
Yet to learn to be contented with the art of being is truly a valuable gift...
 


 
I send all my love and light to all of you as I am being...:) Thank you so for reading my simple prose. Maria Juarez Beam
 
"Enlightenment is, in the end, nothing more than the natural state of being."
Adyashanti
Courtesy of  Gaiam Life gaiam.com
 
Musical Selection: Kenny Loggins: "Will of the Wind"
 
 
Please Enjoy...:)
 

What Baja Means to Me...

I would like to share with all of you, my wonderful & fantastic readers of Beam the Light Be the Change, more of my sentiments of my beautiful Baja California, Mexico.

I have been wanting to return to Baja for so long, for it had been at least seven years, I believe, since my last visit. That trip was to Cabo San Lucas, which sadly now, has become a hot tourist spot for United Statsians. In, my opinion, there is far too much craziness & hype there. Yet, there is a part of Cabo, if one is willing to adventure into, that still retains the essence of Mexico. Of course, there is also the unique beauty of Land's End & El Arco...

 
 






Here it is Sea of Cortez top pic, Pacific Ocean bottom...you boat out to this amazing beach with both waters on opposite sides...stunning!
 
This is the very end of the peninsula of Baja California and it also at this point, where the tranquil, soothing waters of the Sea of Cortez meet the strong & staunch waters of the Pacific Ocean. It is stunningly gorgeous.
 
I had literally been starving for the waters of the Sea of Cortez, for as I shared with you in my previous poem about Baja, there is something so very magical and so very healing in these waters. My body needed to be in the waters of the Sea of Cortez.
 
I knew I did not want to return to Cabo. I wanted to explore parts of Baja that I had never seen before, hence my trip there. It is truly difficult to find just the right word to describe Baja, save for magnificent.
 
The trip down began at San Ysidro, California, USA and then crossing the border at Tijuana
United States, after gates...MEXICO! :)
 
The moment one steps onto Mexican soil, well, at least for me, a major shift happens. Something ethereal occurs. It truly is a different land in so many wonderful ways. Even in Tijuana, which always gets a bad rap...it is still amazing Mexico.
 
Once in Tijuana our bus journey down the peninsula commenced.
 Travelling down Baja is a long journey, but it is so amazing...
 
There is only one major carretera down...highway. It traverses for many, many miles along the Pacific which is beyond beautiful. Miles & miles of unspoiled coastline. One does see occasionally, the big development projects, mainly for people from the United States that are an eye sore to the natural beauty that Baja shouts out...
 
 
To be continued...soon I promise...;)
Time to rest this broken leg. Thank you so much for being so patient with me...I hope to finish this piece tonight. Until then...Paz y amor! Maria

I have returned...;)

One thing that is so unique about this land of Baja is that the desert meets right up with the Pacific Ocean and the Sea of Cortez...and desert is what lies in between as well as forests. I was hoping to make it up to the forests, just right out of Ensanada, after the bus/camping trip, but as I will get to later, I had to return early due to the breaking of my leg.

Our first night of camping was on the Pacific. It was actually a bit chilly, but immensely fantastic. I had the perfect spot with my tent. Looking out on one side I could see the wide open beauty of the Pacific Ocean and on the other the grandiose amazement of the Baja Desert. What a great treat for my eyes and my entire being.

There were very few people save for some fishermen. This is where the phenomenal simplicity of the people of Baja was first witnessed by me. The boats were quite simple, no motors. They looked like large carved out canoes. These men were so incredibly friendly and helpful. In and out they went until sunset into the waters diving for lobster. We were quite fortunate to purchase eight lobster for 20.00 US dollars! Lobster fresh right from the ocean and fisherman...delicious.

These men also started their days very early for I could see their headlights coming to the boats before sunrise. Hardworking with such grace and all without complaint, simply content to live their existence, despite the hardworking and oftentimes treacherous conditions of the sea.

After our breakfast, much to my sadness, back on the road we were. We traveled for several hours before making our way straight into the desert. At first the desert was somewhat sparse, yet the further we went central, the more richness and plentifulness of many varieties of shrubs and cacti...we even encountered oasises! My phone, which I use to take pictures had died by now, so I do not have any of my own to share. So silly me, did not even think of bringing a back up camera! It was here at a stop where I had my fall. So by the time we arrived at the Cave Paintings and Pyramids, I was unable to get out to see them.

I am going to attach a link for you for further reading if you desire to learn more of the indigenous peoples of Central Baja.
http://www.houstonculture.org/mexico/baja.html
Being born and living in California all of my life, we were never taught in school about these amazing peoples. I am only discovering them now since I have been down there. I am learning alongside with you.


Since we were so far down into Baja and it appeared that my injury was cartilage and ligament related (I have had four left knee surgeries due to sports injuries) we continued our journey on down and headed to a doctor. Oh, but that night we spent in the desert, if I could only explain to you in words the incredible beauty and especially as night fell and a million stars shined and the Milky Way seemed endless, stunning!



 
The following day we were on our way to Bahia de Los Angeles...Bay of the Angels on the Sea of Cortez...
 
Well, as it is getting late now here in CA, and I need to heal up, I shall stop here. I am not finished as of yet. I have so much more to share...La Bahia, the fresh fish, the amazing people, the hot house tomatoes (be thankful for those out-of-season tomatoes you get, please) The hardworking people of Baja make those possible. I also want to share with you my journey back to California with my injured leg and the wonderfulness and plentiful of kindness I received from the people of Baja to get me home. Until then...all be well, take good care, and I am sending you much PAZ Y AMOR...
 
Maria :)
 
I have returned to wrap this piece up...hopefully. :)
 
After leaving the desert of Central Baja we headed for Bahia de Los Angeles on the Sea of Cortez. What I can tell you about this place is very difficult to describe. One truly needs to be there to fully experience the glories.
The water, the scenery, the tranquilness are so very soothing to the heart, the soul, the mind, the body.
 
Thankfully, Alfredo, who is the keeper of the particular camping grounds we were at, was able to get me crutches. With the crutches I was able to get myself to the water and once in the water...I was free! I could float, I could swim, I could close my eyes and meditate, I could cry, I could smile, I could simply be.
This was my heaven. Despite the injury, this was my heaven. The waters that I had been craving for so long...I was finally immersed within. :)
 
I was unable to go out to swim with the whale sharks, yet I gained so much more. Alfredo and I befriended one another. I must say that he is an amazing man. He was born and raised in Mexico City. He lived in the United States and had his children there. He has traveled the world extensively. He is very well educated and he has chosen a very simple life. He only plans to remain at La Bahia for another year or so and then return to Mainland Mexico and live in the Yucatan.
 
He was the most gracious of friend and host. He cooked for me everyday and mostly the fresh fish. He was more than willing to be of a help and for this I am forever grateful to him. His dwelling is very simple and he is very content. He let me sleep in a hammock each night which was a stone's throw away from the magnanimous sea. With the rocking of the hammock and the sounds of the gentle waves...sleep was the best I ever had.
 
How I descried Alfredo is a very good description for the people of Baja that I encountered, content to live a very simple life. We take so much for granted with our electricity and running water. Many people of Baja do not have the luxury of either. People either go to a well or purchase their water. It is simply their way of life. I find something very special about this. I shall give you one personal example.
 
I took a shower one evening (well I showered daily, but at one time in the evening) Alfredo had two bathing stalls for the camp grounds. At night, he lit two small candles in each bathing stall. It was the most romantic and intimate bathing experience of my life. I mean this in the sense of the sheer beauty of the flickering of the candle light with the sound of the sea so very near and the simplicity of living. There was one bucket full of luke warm water in which to bathe and that was all that was needed. After spending a day at the sea & being full of salt & sand, this simple, yet lovely bath out of a bucket was truly amazing.
 
Well, I am going to do my best to wrap this up here. Now, after the four days of being on the Sea of Cortez, it was time to return back north. We stopped for the night in the pueblo of San Quintin on the Pacific side. I decided to stay in a hotel, The Old Mill, (which I highly recommend) for the night and figure how I was going to get myself back across the border with luggage & an injured leg. Thankfully, the owner of the hotel contacted a fine gentleman named Tomas from the Department of Tourism. He made all of the arrangements. He picked me up at 4:30 am, took me to the bus station, spoke with the driver, and from there I went. All along the way, the people of Mexico were more than gracious and helpful. There isn't even the need to ask for help; the people simply give it. This is one reason why I love my people so.
 
I know I could have written so much more, but with this, what I now know, is a broken tibia, I must rest. Perhaps at a later date, I am sure I will write more about my wondrous Baja Mexico.


 
 
 
There are some places in this world that are so inexplicably majical and Baja California, Mexico is one of these places...

Maria Juarez Beam 



Be thankful for life each and everyday and know within your being that there are many people who live daily with the very basics and oft times difficult circumstances. I honor all of these people no matter what part of the globe in which they may live. Always be grateful and be kind and generous to those in need.

Until we meet once again.
Paz y amor,
Maria

Musical Selection: RBD "Tu Amor"

http://youtu.be/ZXa5FuGqJhM

Please enjoy more musica de Mexico. I chose this song because Mexico is Mi Amor...and the video takes place upon the ocean & it was a wondrous ocean experience that I was able to have...MY LOVE TO ALL...

I do still plan on working with orphanages in Mexico since I was unable with this trip. After I heal up, I plan to return, but this time to Mainland Mexico which is a whole different world than Baja. I am grateful to have had my time back in Baja. I need to head to the land of my ancestors in my next trip, yet, I shall save this for another story...:)


A Wounded Dove...

When a dove is wounded...

She cries...

For she realizes, that at least, for a time being...

She is unable to fly...

She is unable to soar...

She is unable to feel complete freedom...

When a dove has a broken wing...

That voice within that wants to sing...

Feels faint...

Feels sadness...

For a dove, you see, always wants to spread its wings...

A dove wants to bring happiness and peace...

She wants to spread joy and love...

Yet, this wounded dove...

Now, needs to take time, to mend a broken wing...

And, a bit of a broken heart...

What gives this dove hope...

Is that she WILL mend...

Of this, she has no doubt...

Yet, for a time, she must not fly or soar...

For the healing takes time...

And yes, this dove will fly again...

With wings and heart ever stronger...



“And I said, Oh that I had wings like a dove!  For then would I fly away, and be at rest.”      

Psalms
World of Quotes


Musical Selection: Wounded Dove Piano Version

http://youtu.be/0MJxZElP-1w

Please Enjoy the beauty of this musical piece. May love always guide you each and everyday.

With all my love, heart & soul,
Maria Juarez Beam (Boheme)




Starting From Scratch...

 
One can never know...

When life will throw you a different pitch...

It could be a fast ball...

A curve ball...

Or a change up...

I think that life just threw them all my way...

I left for my wonderful journey to Baja...

And wonderful it most certainly was...

Yet, what I never would have expected...

Was to fall yet once again...

A fall straight to the ground from a bus...

Because, I had to prove to myself that I could still be adventurous...camp, hike, be back in the wilderness...

It had been just over a year since my last fall...

And ,just over a year that I had been on such a long road to health, vitality, and recovery...

Yet, now here I am with broken bones of the lower leg...

Starting over what feels like from scratch...

Once again, I am in need, and in healing of my body...

So now it is time once again to step back...

To focus upon myself...

To focus upon further healing of body, soul, spirit, and heart...

We never want to face that we may have limitations in what we desire to do...

Sometimes we must face the reality...

It is pounded in our heads that "YOU CAN DO ANYTHING THAT YOU SET OUT TO ACCOMPLISH..."

To a degree this does contain some truth...

But the reality of life is, that sometimes...

We are not meant to 'do it all...'

Or to accomplish all that we want...

There are times when we must look in the mirror of our lives...

And, we must realize, that setting out to live life with grace and simplicity...

Is what we truly are meant to do...

There are those who can do the most grandiose of things...

There are those who can be contented to live life in a way...

That just may bring a smile :) to a face each and everyday...

This in and of itself is a beautiful gift...

In which could give so many just that little lift...

That they perhaps needed just for that day...

I find it amazing that sometimes our young ones can have so much wisdom...

My boys have been telling me for so many years...

"Mom, you have already done so much for so many..."

"Now, this is your time to just be you and to take care of yourself..."

Since I have such a "hard head..."

It took the breaking of some bones...

To bring me to the light...

To bring me to the well...

All I have to be is me...

From this day forward...

All I have to be is me, Maria Juarez Beam...

And LOVE...SIMPLY LOVE...LOVE...

SELF-ACTUALIZE...

ENLIGHTENMENT...

 
I thank you with all of my heart for reading...
 
With light and love...paz y amor,
Maria
 
Musical Selection:
 
Stevie Wonder:
 
"Love's in Need of Love of Today"
 
 
ENJOY!!!
LOVE WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL...THAT IS ALL WE TRULY NEED TO DO EACH AND EVERY DAY OF OUR LIVES...PAZ Y AMOR! :)
 


When the Soul Opens Wide...

...I cried

Stepping into the crystal blue waters of the Sea of Cortez...

I felt my soul open wide...

As I just shared, I cried...

Yet, it was far deeper than this...

It was an experience so profound...

A feeling so deep...

That all I could do was weep...

There is something magical about steping into the sea...

Especially in waters so warm, so comforting...

An evelopment of love surrounds you...

The gift of bouyancy from the high saline content...

The waters feel as silk upon the skin...

And they seem to reach far within...

One can close their eyes...

Or open them so wide...

To only stare at the amazingly clear blue skys...

The smell of the sea...

The warm air...

The occasional cactus tree...

All of this can bring one to their knees...

Can bring you to the threshold of your soul...

There is no escape...

All of these wondrous gifts upon you bestow...

The opening of your soul...

From then, new terrain is yours to explore...

The TERRAIN OF YOUR SOUL...

What this looks like...

I have yet to know...

For I am embarking upon new waters...

That healing waters launched...

The healing waters of the Sea of Cortez...

I do know this, for this new journey...

I must be staunch...

For the soul is not a play toy...

The soul comprises of all that we are and ever were...

Courage, bravery, and new eyes...

To look deep in the waters in order to fully mature...

Mature into ourselves...

Mature into our humanity...

Mature into our origins divine...

Together we can all do this with full certainty...

BE READY...FOR NOW IS THE TIME...



I wish to thank all of my wonderful readers for reading these simple writings of mine. All that I share comes from a place within me that is pure and true, and I am so privileged to share with all of you.

May peace, love, and joy reign upon us all...

All my love as always,
Maria Juarez Beam

Musical Selection:

Earth Wind & Fire : Devotion

http://youtu.be/VXrgnZvRg-c

Enjoy!!! Have devotion to yourself, your soul, to humanity, to peace, to love, and to the betterment of life for all here on our splendours world...Viva en paz y amor...Maria




Be not afraid I go before you always lyrics.

MAY THIS SONG GUIDE AND BLESS YOU. I LOVE IT, IT IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL...