Beam The Light Be The Change

George Michael - Heal The Pain (Video) (Remastered)

I let some one in, and so deep inside...

He touched a place, in my soul, that made me come back to life...

He was mine and I was his...giving and sharing love...

Now, he is gone...

Walked out the door just about a year ago...

And, I have not seen him since...

It has been, and is still, a painful year...without him...

He kept me so warm on those cold winter nights...

And, free as a breeze on those warm summer days...

Tears, still well up in my eyes, when I have the slightest thought of him...

OH, how he captured, and was the Captain, of my beating heart...

Now, this heart sails with no one at the helm...

It is healing, this heart of mine, but slowly...

Like ice sickles, slowly dripping away, on a chilly day...

Each drop of melted ice, is one less tear, to cry at night...

I miss him, I miss him terribly...

To let someone in once again...it will be hard...

I want love again, but I wish not, for the pain, that can come, with another break, of the heart...

Is there someone out there, that I could let in, and help to heal the pain...?

Only time will tell as my heart still swells...

So, in the meantime, I am the one whom, must make me happy...

For, I am the only one that can...

Yes, I want love again...

So, I shall fill myself up with it, every day that passes...

I shall heal the pain, well, most of it that is...

Then, perhaps, I can let someone else, in again...!

With great love to you all,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

Bethlehem Bible College Choir O Little Town of Bethlehem

My hope this Christmas is that this song will truly touch your heart, this Christmas. Yes, feel the joy of Christmas, but also feel the pain of those whom are living in Bethlehem and all of Palestine, who suffer, greatly suffer daily. May they be blessed with freedom soon.

Merry Christmas Palestine,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

EP.824: Ex-Mayor of Bethlehem: Israel Enforcing Christian Exodus From Be...

And one more, from occupied Bethlehem Palestine, by the illegal occupation of the illegal State of Israel.

MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD FROM PALESTINE...THE BIRTHPLACE OF THE REASON AS TO WHY WE CELEBRATE THIS TIME OF YEAR...

LOVE AND PEACE ALWAYS,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

Oh little town of Bethlehem - The real Palestine at Christmas

The birthplace of Jesus, Bethlehem, Palestine, now under illegal Israeli occupation, this is Bethlehem today.

When singing "Oh Little Town of Bethlehem," this Christmas, not only remember Jesus, but also remember the people of Palestine please...

Peace and Love Always,

Maria Joan Juarez Hidalgo Beam (Boheme)

O Little Town of Bethlehem

Merry Christmas from modern day Bethlehem...

Think of Palestine this Christmas.

Love and peace always,

Maria Joan Juarez Beam (Boheme)

Last Christmas - Official Trailer/Last Christmas...This Birthday

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Actually, today is, December 7th, 2020, and it happens, to be my 60th birthday...yes, I know 60!!! WOW!!! How did that happen!? I don't mind the being 60 part, age never really bothered me. It is just that incredibly, I have been on this planet for 60 years. That is a lot of time, a lot of decades, a lot of changes since 1960, and a whole lot of life. Yet, here I am...still going.

I was watching this movie, "Last Christmas," oh, for my birthday and just because I simply love it. I just had my pizza that was delivered...yummy, some luscious Red Lambrusco, imported from Italy, and a lovely piece of chocolate cake that my neighbors brought me. How sweet. 💝

I did have grander plans, then being home, alone for my big day, I mean 60 is a milestone. But, all did not plan out as planned out. Yet, as a poster that I had in my room growing up said, "When Life Gives You Lemons...Make Lemonade." And, that is a philosophy, that I have lived in my lifetime, as well as, the Golden Rule, which is the most important.

So, I have toasted my birthday, I have toasted my life, for although, there have been many a challenging road upon my journey, all in all, I have had "A Wonderful Life." I am grateful. I have done much, seen much, had children and 2 husbands, always have been blessed to have bread and shelter, and have travelled the world, I have done work, that uplifted my life, in the grandest of ways. So many wonderful memories with family and friends. I have been blessed.

Now, we shall see what life has ahead. I will share with you some pictures of my life. I put many on poster board and they are hanging on my walls, because who ever looks through their photo albums? So, I always have them there. :) These photos are just a fraction of the life that I have lived. I hope you enjoy.

Oh, and I highly suggest that if you are able to watch, "Last Christmas," I promise that it will touch your heart in so, so many ways, literally. It's magic and magnificence will brighten your way and your Christmas.

Now for the pics...Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all and may we truly begin to have a peaceful and prosperous world for all.