The reasons could be many...
Sometimes I try to stop their flow, yet they cascade anyhow...
I haven't been writing so much lately for I have not been feeling well...
Whoever would have thought that a broken leg could alter one's world so...
I was so strong and I felt on top of the world before the fall...
Now, I feel weak, tired, and I have lost much weight...
And, the weight of the world weighs heavily upon my heart and upon my shoulders...
I cry just watching the song "So Soon" from the last post...
I cry because I still am unable to walk on my own...at least for the time being (this too shall change & pass) :)
I cry because I have so much I wish to accomplish despite my many challenges...
I cry because I wish so much with my heart and my hands to make this world a better place, at least for a few...
I cry because I miss my children so far away and life has not been the same since they've left...
Yet, I must remain strong despite the tears...
Actually, I feel that tears are our cleansing tool...
Our healing balm of saline...
Will more tears flow today...
Yes, I am sure...
There is much inside of me that needs to be cleansed...refreshed...
So that I can carry on...
So that I can continue to be strong...
For all of you...for my children...for the world...and for me...:)
The Soul Would Have No Rainbow If The Eyes Had No Tears...
Native American Proverb
My love to all as always...Maria
Maria Juarez Beam
Musical Selection:
Clay Aikon: "I Will Carry You"
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